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NAME A BAND THAT BEGINS WITH THE LETTER..
A: alkaline trio
B: backup plan
C: converge
D: deathwish kids
E: the explosion
F: fast times in jr high logic!!!
G: give up the ghost
H: hope conspiracy
I: in my eyes
J: jawbreaker
K: kid dynamite
L: lifetime
M: minor threat
N: the nerve agnets
O: orchid
P: paint it black
Q: queen
R: refused
S: strike anywhere
T: three fifteen
U: unbroken
V: vorhees
W: weakerthans
X: x-ray specs
Y: youth of today
Z: zero zero
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Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
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ive officially ruined evrything in my life that i loved for absolutely nothing. what is wrong with me. why am i like this. i hate myself more than anything. i cant believe im hurting her so much right now. please anyone who knows her be there for her. she doesnt deserve any of this. i dont understand why i am such an awful person. i truly will always love her.
im sorry misti.
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hello everyone, i havent updated this in quite some time. im finally done with school now, yesterday was my last final. YES! haha and i believe i will finally have a job again, after nearly a year of unimployment. im such a lazy bastard. alos the band with tyler is looking very promising, weve had one practice and it sounded awesome so hopefully we will stick with it and be the biggest band in the world. sooo last night was pretty fun, me and misti went to our favorite restaurant the olive garden, it was awesome as usual. then we headed for roxannes house cuz she was having a party. i got to meet phil who is i guess going to play second guitar for us and he seemed real cool. so that was pretty fun even tho sometimes im not realy down with the whole "party" scene, but im begining to realize that im gonna have to chill out on the whole hating people who drink and smoke thing, haha cuz if not ill have no friends, with that being the accepted past time of everyone now. but oh well, ill try my hardest. after that i got to sleep over my babys house cuz her parents are away and it was amazing. theres nothing i love more than waking up with that girl next to me. now im home doing shit while shes at work, and then its back to her crib to run the hot water and turn on all the lights and do whatever the fuck we want cuz noone is home! wooooooooooooooo! now that is what i call a party! untill next time...
xoxoxo
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Tuesday, April 15th, 2003
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Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003
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Pick a band and only answer with their lyrics: give up the ghost (american nightmare/nothing)
1) Are you male or female? "i'm just a boy letting go of his heart"
2) Describe yourself. "ambitions... sorry but i have none... im just a confused kid with the masses telling me to join tradition... but i just can't"
3) How do some people feel about you? "i dont care what they say, they're not the ones who have to live with the pain."
4) How do you feel about yourself? "if imperfections are illegal, then you should call the cops and they should lock me up."
5) Describe your boyfriend and/or situation. "all i see in you and me, is a light in the dark of humanity."
6) Where would you rather be? "i drew a heart around the name of your city."
7) Describe how you are feeling. "if i could draw what i felt then i would draw for you."
8) Descibe how you live. "used to live headaches now they're somewhere else... we are handguns, angel, waiting to explode... we've lived cold lives but now we know the sun may hide but the night is always there so don't anticipate it's not worth the wait.... what did you expect? status report: i've called it a day... there's a world of people different than me... status report: i've lost my voice... trying to be heard over this noise... ."
9) Descibe how you love. "'cause i know how it feels to have fallen so far talentless yet nothingless than hopelessy in awe of you i want nostalgia forever if we throw this life away will we ever have to live again? say “no“ and i'm all yours say “yes“ and i'll still pull tell the boys i'll see them soon your lips were the softest yet nort, east, south, and west... i gave you my very best."
10) Share a few words of wisdom. "whatever this becomes whatever words i say we are the fortunate ones... and when the days are done i won't forget all i see in your and me is a light in the dark of humanity and when the days are done i won't forget timid steps - come walk with me and with your useless words come talk to me there are broken hearts now on your stereo but the broken beats are just too slow you'll cry - it doesn't change a thing kill the lights - and let the rain fall recall - the memories of yesterdays and better ways and know - the innocence is gone.. move on - from this day on we'll never be the same... the saddest songs make sense to me.. so with your sunken eyes come talk to me two hour drives are two hours alone but two hour drives are better than home you'll die - it doesn't change a thing you will - kill the lights and let the rain fall - recall the memories of yesterdays and better ways and know - innocence is gone... move on - from this day on we'll never be the same... faster words - and faster kids faster songs - and faster ends the one thing that's stayed the same... i've lived through days i've lived through nights i've had my loves i've had my fights... you gotta know - you have my heart."
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Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
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blarrrghh. im at school right now and my teacher wasnt here so now i have to wait around for 50 minutes for tyler cuz we carpooled! shitty. so saturday was me and mistis one year anniversery. isnt that crazy?!? a year!!!!!! goddamn i love that girl. she made me the most amazing gift ever. it is a scrap book of every email we ever sent to each other since the begining of our relationship. i liove it soo much. every page is decorated differently and its just sooooooooo nice. by far the nicest gift ive ever recieved from anyone. also she got me this awesome ring with nauticle stars on it and a nice engraving on the inside. and a bane hoody and a singing teddy bear. all very awesome. sooooo today we are going to get a fish after she gets out of work. hers is lonely in the 5 gallon tank so i am buying one to live with it. its name will be sigmond, after sigmond the sea monster and im sure he'll be very cute and awesome. haha. ive bought sooo many good cds lately im on overload. heres a list of shit i got recenlty that everyone needs to own:
new AFI (soooooooooo insanely good. best cd i can think of in recent history)
new cursive (also amazing)
a static lullaby
new cave in
and lots of others...
anyway.... im sure this is boring you, so ill start to rap it up. in closing id like to share some of the most amazing information ive ever heard. the name of the war has been changed from Operation Iraqi Liberation to Operation Iraqi Freedom due to the strange coincidence that the acronim for the previous name was O.I.L. hahahahahaha!!!!!
xoxoxo
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waiting for misti to get home from work, pancakes tonight!!!!! woooooooooooooo. it always takes forever it seems to be able to see her again. a new look for the live journal. fuck trying to figure out what colors are what on this stupid thing! haha
later crocodiles.......
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Saturday, February 15th, 2003
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yesterday was valentines day, and it couldnt have been more perfect. i never realy cared about this holiday to much until this year. now that i have this amazing person to share it with. that alone was enough to make it a perfect day. but to top it off she got me amazing presents and the cutest card in the history of the world. plus we discovered this new restaurant called art e pasta. it was wicked good. and im pretty sure our waitress was on E or something. hahaha. amazing. so all in all it was the best day that i possibly could have hoped for. i love you misti, soooooooooooo much!
todays plans are to head to the show at UMASS, to see the suicide file. and its dragnets first show back since my departure. it should be fun to see those guys. in the meantime however i must go get an oil change. so untill next time... xoxoxo
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Friday, January 31st, 2003
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Thursday, January 30th, 2003
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hello all. sorry for not keeping in touch. i never get around to updating this thing. so in recent news i started my second semester at hcc. its not too bad, i have two classes that im actually interested in. however i almost dropped my psychology class today because she gave us a big homework assignment. haha im such a huge baby. and on that note i realy realy need to get a job. i have to, i cant put it off anymore. theres so much that im planning on doing, particularly getting an apartment eventually with my baby and i dont want to let her down, i need to suck it up and just get a job. FUCK! any ideas? anyone? haha. anyway what the fuck is with winter? how come its sooo long and cold, whats its deal i hate it. haha. well the quest for band members is still going slowly but we may have a few possibilities lined up. i realy hope something works out. well i better get started on my homework. i still have 3 and a half hours till i can see my love. christ thats a long time. until next time...
xoxoxo
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Tuesday, January 7th, 2003
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whats up everyone. sorry for the lack of updates, i just never have anything that interesting to say. haha. soooo in recent news, tyler gave me a tape of the song he wrote, its soooo fucking good. i cant wait to get this shit started, this band is realy gonna work i can feel it. haha. i hope so at least. im so bored right now. i was hoping tyler would save me but he has to work, and my baby is at work, and everyone else went to canada. dorks. so here i sit. all alone, and very very bored. dont you feel sorry for me. i downloaded a couple new dragnet songs, its real good i wish i had stayed to record that shit, but oh well. its for the best that im out i think. hopefully this new band will get going soon and actually do stuff. anyways, i have 4 hours until i can see misti and its driving me crazy. i cant stand to be away from her. she colord me a beautiful picture last night and i love it very much. haha. well i suppose i should take a shower that should kill some time. until we meet again... xoxoxo
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Friday, December 27th, 2002
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she doesnt deserve any of this. i seriously dont understand what the fuck is wrong with those people. goddamn i wish i could get you out of there. i promise someday... im sorry there isnt more i can do. just please continue to be strong. i love you babe, more than anything. xoxoxo
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Monday, December 9th, 2002
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haha thats what mistis dad told me i was when he was explaining to me how her mom is protective of me. i have no idea what any of it means. so this weekend was awesome. friday dinner and the movies with a bunch of awesome kids. then saturday was killswitch with tyler and misti. we hit up dennys for the first time in 4355657865 years and surprisingly there was noone we hated just swarms of old people. very strange. after that, misti got to sleep over. i dont think there is anything id love more than to always be able to wake up next to her. the next morning we had to meet shelli and kevin for breakfast. then back to mistis later and to the library, she had this huge stupid paper to do, im sorry baby, i know exactly how it feels. then that night i played racing games with mistis dad. it was surprisingly fun. haha. and that was my weekend more or less. fun times. oh yeah did i mention school is almost over?!?! only two days of class for me and then two days of finals. not bad at all. i cant wait till its over.
next on the agenda:
1. wait for my baby to get out of work (it always seems like forever)
2. hang out with my love
3. tuesday we head for yankey candle, haha im excited. its like a field trip or something! YAY!!!
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Monday, December 2nd, 2002
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fuck, why cant i just let something so amazing just continue to be that way. it seems like im always doing stupid shit to fuck it up. im so sorry baby, it was such a stupid thing to do and i cant even explain why i would do it.im realy just an idiot, please forgive me. im sorry... i love you.
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Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
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so tonight, macaroni grill with some kids. i love that place its the best. i just hope they still have create your own pasta! right now i have practice, we finally found a new drummer so this is our first practice in a while. im pretty psyched on it. altthough i still want to start a metal band. (tyler!!!!!!!!!!!) haha. anyways last night with my baby was fucking incredible! i cant wait till every night can be like that. oh god i love her. hehe. well im out, time to rock and roll. later kids. xoxoxoxoxo
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Friday, November 15th, 2002
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so whats up everyone. sorry i havent posted in a while especially sorry to jay, who has nothing better to do so he needs me to post. haha. so, todays topic is school. i have a 5 page paper to write on why frank sinatra is an american icon, so if anyones got any ideas on that, throw them my wya. haha. also, ive come to realize that i only have 7 more days of school left, which is amazing, but also sucks cuz i only have 7 days to bring up my failing sociology grade, or i may have to withdraw and take it over. fuck! all my other classes are going pretty well to, As and Bs. oh well. so as for todays plans, i gotta get started on that paper. ive got 6 and a half hours till i can see my baby so i guess i can get some done. i wish i didnt have to wait so long to see you. goddam your amazing, the things you do for me. blah... perhaps ill come make a transaction. haha. xoxoxo
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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
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Friday, October 25th, 2002
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hello everyone! i havent posted in a while so here we go. last night was fun, me and misti met up with jay and joey and then tony and we went to the mall. it was awesome to see jay and joe again. i dont know why i didnt hang out with them for a while. stupid! haha, anyway... misti and jay got their halloween costumes. mistis is very sexy! and then we went to the arcade where me and misti rode the crazy rollercoaster thing. i always wanted to do that! then it was back to jays where we watched his screensaver for 6897687546 hours, until buddy moved the mouse and ruined everything, haha. then there was some crazy sex show on tv with old people at orgys and nate hated it and was having seizures or something. hes crazy! but the show was interesting and buddy just couldnt seem to tear himself away. shortly after that we all started heading home. saying goodbye to her is always so hard, yet so magical. i love you baby! you are my fucking world! xoxoxo
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